Why do you get all the love in the world?

Everyone has that one friend who is so beautiful and knows it and flaunts it. I love my friend but i dont know how i'm going to be taking this year because of this. I feel like shit tonight. I feel ugly. I feel fat. I feel cowardly. I feeldisgusting. I feel like a loser.

Isnt that what i am though for always comming in second best to her? I know we all brag a little and its not that she brags its just that i cant handle the fact her life is what mine is not. The guy i like is into her just because she's pretty. The guy i used to like was into her because she's pretty. My ex's liked her because she's prettier then me. I'm always second best and ugly with this girl.

I cant wait to go away this winter. I'm going to cut my hair and work out and tan and get new makeup and new clothes and maybe we'll be on the same level. I dont know if its going to work as well as i want because she has the attutude as well...

I dont even get why so many people want her. No offense but she is kind of a huge bitch to people, she's pretty shallow and she thinks very highly of herself. Maybe thats what guys like. Its like on "a beautuful mind." They all go for the blonde bombshell knowing they will get turned down and then pick her friends second best. Then they give the cold shoulder and no one gets laid. Only thing is... With me, Hardly any of them come to the friends, they get stuck on the bombshell.

Makes me want to die i feel so ugly inside. I think she makes sure i feel that way. She's competitive like that.

Why do you get all the love in the world??

Watching all the insects march along
Seem to know just right where they belong
Smears of face reflecting in the crawl
Hiding in the crowd, I'm all alone

No one's heard a single word I've said
They don't sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I've become a million miles away

Why do you get all the love in the world? (2x)

All the jagged edges disappear
Colors all are brighter when you're near
The stars are all afire in the sky
Sometimes I get so lonely I could...

Why do you get all the love in the world? (4x)

Why do you get all the love in the world? (4x)

Why do you get all the love in the world?

Trent knew what was going on... He knows.

Theres more but i'm going to go try being social... Ugly and Social.