I dont want to miss a thing...

I would like to tell you, I would like to say
That I knew that this would happen
That things would go this way
But I cannot deceive you, this was never planned
I know that you're the right girl but do you think that I am the right man?
She wants revenge - I dont want to fall in love

I'm not with Matt anymore.
I'm happy about it i guess.
I dont want to make him suffer,
and i want something else.

Right now i'm freaking out.
Jo told me Bright eyes used to like me.
When he and Beautiful first started dating.
Rico says everyone knew.
I didnt; why didnt they tell me?

I dont know what to do anymore.
He's another of my ex boyfriends.
Both the one i love, and the airforce ranger.
I'm going insane, or i'm already there.
Which is worse: being insane, or knowing your insane?

I'm so fucked up inside my head
How could i not see that?
I get him so much; i read him so well...
I always knew what he was feeling?
How did i miss the most important thing?