Well, i hate myself. I thought i was going to get over bright eyes? I guess not...
He's been distant lately. Harsh as well. Its almost disgusting the way i rationalize every false move he makes. Everyone around me sees it too, "Why do you like him when he treats everyone (including yourself) like shit?" I cant answer that...
I tried not being friends. Pulling the "shit, i have to go" anytime he's around but it just made me miss him that much more.
"Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight..."
I hate that he's everyone all wrapped into one...
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