Maturation... Its Interesting. My boyfriend and i broke up today. Its a bummer, i really liked him, but it was pretty much mutual. We were good lovers but better friends. That's pretty much what it was in the end. We wanted friends back... it was better then.
When i called him i planned on asking if he still wanted to be together since things had been so awkwardly distant lately... Before i could he asked if i could possibly go out with him so we could talk. He picked me up from the driveway and we drove around a little bit, fifteen minutes tops. We parked at the beach and it was pretty much... "Is this the akward attempt at a breakup?" "Yeah, pretty much." It was clear we felt the same... We just wanted our best friend back... No odd tension, no worries about making time, no rumors to deal with... You know. Just friends.
We're going to hang out Sunday, probably ice skating. It should be fun...
I'm pretty proud of myself... This isn't affecting me nearly as much as it should i suppose. Or atleast as much as i thought it would. I guess thats what happens when you get older... Your wall wont let you get hurt... I feel better then before, hence the title. I mean... i really felt a lot for him but i'm completely okay right now... No regrets, no reservations. I'm happy... I like to be happy.
♥Sid who is happy...
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