It's true. He did cheat on me. I dont quite know how to handle this situation. It's never been a problem before. I should have known; dating an older guy and being a virgin dont go hand in hand so well. I dont know if i want to tell him i know. I dont know if i want to see if he lies. I dont know if i should break up with him or what... Its to the point where i'd rather have him in my life cheating on me then not have him in my life at all... Like Amy and Paul. He cheated, she cried, they're still together just like nothing happened.
I was so naieve. He said he was considering getting transfered to California. I believed him. When they said it probably would not be an option, that he was east coast bound, i even started looking at colleges over there. Goodbye Pennstate, Goodbye William and Mary, Goodbye Flordia state, Goodbye everything.
I think Numb is the word...
♥Sid
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