Friday, January 26, 2007

When i'm alone... Nobody sees me cry...

"a year and eight months after i was born my mother had a cow
......she named it SID."

Sweet family i have, isnt it?

I kinda want to die?
For good fucking reason?
Do they know?
Obviously not.
I know i'm fat and i've been eating like a pig but still...
I must have done a good job hiding it...
No one knows?

Except my brother does know.
Well, about the cutting.
"We'll turn her emo yet...
Do you want razor blades or hair dye first?
You'll need both eventually, but we're starting you off slow..."
I think i'm a pretty good actress...
They have no idea.
They dont know what i am,
or what i've done.
What i do...

I love it.
Or do i?
I could handle it just fine before...
When Rico made the "cut here" jokes.
Or when Kitty screamed on the phone "Go kill yourself!" as a joke.
I dont know what to do anymore...
Its getting difficult...

&i need you tonight;

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